Dopis mému budoucímu já.

1. february 2018 at 17:19 | Me.
Milé mé budoucí já,

tenhle dopis se bude nést v pozitivním duchu, abych si vytvořila pozitivní myšlenky a né negativní.

Doufám, že 3 roky budeš už mít skoro dodělanou bakalářskou práci(jestli ne, tak neprokrastinuj a začni něco dělat!) Doufám, že si se měla dobře, mnohem lépe než na střední.

Navštívila jsi Irsko nebo Španělsko? Jestli ne, tak si to prosím naplánuj. :) Snad jsi cestovala hodně. Už se těším na všechno, co spolu procestujeme. Co se týče jazyků doufám, že si se zlepšila v anglickém mluvení a zapracovala si na svojí španělštině a němčině.

Práci - já v budoucnu nevidím pozitivně. Snad jsem se spletla a zjistila si konečně, co tě baví a co chceš dělat. Přeju hodně štěstí do kariéry. :)
Byla bych ráda, kdybys nadále udržovala kontakty s xxx a xxx, protože na ně se můžeš spolehnout. Co se týče přátel a známých, byla bych ráda, když jich budeš mít víc v Evropě.

Co Dánsko? Platí tam ještě studenty? Je stále EU? :D Pokud nejsou závažné důvody já bych toho klidně šla. Musí to být úžasná zkušenost, škoda, že jsem ji z mých důvodů, kterých možná budeš někdy litovat, nevyužila. Ale je to život. Kdo ví, co je lepší rozhodnutí, někdy to není jasné do konce života.

Moc si přeju, abys se někomu konečně otevřela, protože 4,5 roku je dost dlouhá doba na to, aby jsi se trápila sama. Snad si našla člověka, se kterým si rozumíš a je ti s ním fajn a oba se berete takový, jaký jste a nevytýkate si malličkosti. Bylo by to úžasné, pokud takový vztah vůbec může existovat. :D

Posledním odstavcem bych ti chtěla popřát k tvým minulým úspěchům a věřím, že už máme více jasno, co přesně od života chceme a co si představujem. Samozřejmě také plán, jak to dosáhnout. Ten plán můžeš napsat taky na týhle stránce svýmu budoucímu já. Doporučuji! Člověka to na chvilku uklidní a má pocit, že budoucnost už není tak nejistá, jak bývala.

Tvoje Me. 01.02.2018

p.s. nekontrovala jsem to a tak se omlouvám předem za překlepy a za pravopisné chyby.
 

Relaxed Sunday Music

14. january 2018 at 14:44 | Me.
Hi!

This is my new favourite playlist. :) It's Indie Folk/Pop. If you interested in nostalgic calming music, you should definitely check it out!


Things happen

14. january 2018 at 9:43 | Me.
Hi guys

This week was so tiring. It wasn't because I've been busy. It was because I had trouble with sleeping. I slept after school for 4 hours and then I did nothing but watching Youtube. Until 2 or 3 or even 4 AM. So I've overslept twice last week.

I ordered a new phone online. Xiaomi Redmi Note 4 Global to be exact. It should be delivered 4 days ago via Česká pošta. I was waiting for messenger on Thursday. He didn't come.On Friday 5 PM the messenger didn't show up again. I called him and he says he hasn't got my phone again! I asked so where it is? He says something like it is in your local post.

Immediately I got my ass to the post.Then the checkout assistant told me that they don't have my package. WTF??? I was very angry when I was walking out of the f**** post.

I checked Track&Trace to look for online clues at home. There was written that my package is in Pardubice in depo. I called them. They finally explain what the hell is going on. My phone is lost. I've almost started crying.

Ok, after few minutes I was calm enough to write a fricking complaint to Česká pošta (this email was written angrily) and to the eshop (written formally). I hope it will be good.Cause I really wanna and need a new phone.

I even have a phone case ready. It is kinda depressing to look at empty phone case. After this I had quite a bad depression that night.

One thing what can I do is believe that everything will be allright. Easy to write, hard to believe.

P.S. I start eating more healthy again. At least this weekend :-D
 


Back to school

3. january 2018 at 17:26 | Me.
Hi!

It's me.

I don't sleep very well today. I fell asleep around 3 am. It'always hard to fall asleep for me if I have someting important thing or something I don't really wanna do. However, I have to.

Today convinced me that I don't fricking know almost nothing about some our final exams because of terrible teachers. I don't wanna really talk about it. But if you wanna be a teacher, please be sure you are good at it and you wouldn't stressed it out kids, or you wouldn't know how to give your knowledge to your future students.

I don't want to be teacher because I won't be good at it. I keep forgetting and losing everything. I can't explain things in a clear way and that is what makes me don't wanna be a teacher in sake of my future students. Even though it would be a good job. So many holidays! :D

Positive!
- we haven't written a test that we should write today (tomorrow we will)
- this school day seems to me short :)

EDIT: Sorry for these horrible mistakes in typing and in English. I don't usually read my articles twice to correct them.

List of New Year's resolutions

31. december 2017 at 12:27 | Me.
Next year...

This is the last article thiss year by me. One tip who is tired of old New Year's resolutions and would try something different. Complete this list and you have plans for the next year.

PF 2018


New year's coming

31. december 2017 at 12:18 | Me.
Hello!

New Year's coming besides resolutions and imagining what next year brings you. There are often high expectations but low results. This year can be different. Because YOU decide whether you change your life or not.

After my last (I hope) argument this year with my granddad. He doesn't call me. What a wonderful last day of the year!

In the evening my friend gonna visit me and then we are going to a night club we don't have any specific plans. During the evening one other friend is going to join to us. Other people left us alone. grrr ...No I don't mean it. They want to be with their family. That's a good thing. You have to spend time with your family, enjoying these moments. Because you don't know what happen. Suddenly you may find yourself alone and miss the precious moments when there was your family.

So this year the Christmas Time isn't going well. Christmas was stressful and on New Year's Eve my granddad doesn't talk to me.

I can tell one positive thing..

Enjoy yourself tonight and let the year 2018 be better for you!


I'm okay...

27. december 2017 at 18:03 | Me.
Hi guys!

Sorry, I was really busy with everything. Mostly because of school. I was really stressed about school, driver's school and Christmas.

School things are okay but not perfect ( I am in school last year. So I'm going to have maturita exam.) It's hard to do things for Maturita and do things for normal lessons.

I had prom on 6th December!!!! It was one of my best nights in my life.It was amazing. My friends, my family, my dress. Everything. Okay I admit there were problem with a photographer or with my lost mask (we wore it during a performance). In the end everything was perfect. Only...not only unfortunately I missed my mom, dad, sister, grandparents who would be there too. It's so selfish to say but I truly wanted to hear my mom say ,,I'm proud of you" not because of me..maybe a little :) ...but because it would mean she's alive :(

My driver's school has been gone terribly wrong whereas school is good. I failed. I don't have driver's license. I didn't make it in time. There is 6-month limit since your first try to get it. So for me it doesn't even count that I was going there. Like I've never been in driver's school. It' inane.I have to pay again if I've ever tried this again and it will not be in Pardubice! But keeping it positive. School is good :) ...until maturita :-D

Christmas time is always busy. I don't know why but this year it seemed too much to me. People, people, people, food, food, food. I wasn't capable to do christmas cookies so I've bought a dough and make some. Suprisingly I was able to make some non-baked christmas cookie balls day before Christmas Eve. :-D At least something. I was so stressed and even had Christmas depression after visiting a cementary on Christmas day. But in the evening the depression went away. After our flat may burnt out. I'm not kidding. I had a one hour nap while the advent wreth was ignited, because one of the candles had burnt out. My grandad had close eyes (he was sitting and a little falling asleep) and then he hear a strange noise so he woke up. He looked at our table and there was a fire. So he picked up the burning wreath and all way long he carried it to the bathroom. While I was sleeping happily. :-D It is terrific that we may have burnt out. Now it is a funny story. Lessons learned. Look out for open fire!

Of course I have to socialize with my friends... few days I was thinking about my "friends". I may feel better when I had fewer friends. Fortunately I have two true friends...I believe.

I have been home alone for 3 weeks. So I have to take care of all housework.

I hope after reading this article you know that I have busy and hard times. Don't think that I was positive everyday. I had my days. I don't like that depression makes regular things ten times harder. However I have to deal with it. Now I'm alone in this world and I have to face it. I can rely only on me (okay not alone I have a grandad, who gives me a place to live)

KEEPIN' IT POSITIVE!


Quote of the Night.2

27. june 2017 at 0:49 | Me.

Barista.Workshop.ROCKS!.


I am a COFFE MAKER...I mean I've made a cappuccino.

27. june 2017 at 0:38 | Me.

I.Made.My.First.Real.Coffe.POST

I wanna share with you my experience of making a real cappuccino!

During yesterday and this day all my class participate in barista course. Yesterday we had some theory and in the afternoon we tasted coffee from 6 countries (for example from Burundi, Ethiopia...) Firstly as an espresso then we tasted filtred coffee. This was so delicious. He used Siphon coffee brewer.
Siphon coffe brewer
It costs about 2000 CZK but definitely worth it. I wouldn't be upset if someone gave me this as birthday present! <*_*>

Not really wanna write a long article how to make an espresso or a cappuccino. After all I'm not the expert here. And the second thing I don't really want tto share moments when my "unskill" was displayed with company of my schoolmates. Briefly the first thing was that I almost scolded a boy. He's standing next to me and I added too much pressure into milk whipper. The second I was trying to put back the single handle on espressomaker and the handle fell of the ground. The coffe maker costs 280 000 CZK and this happened to ME!

ENOUGH! END!
I HAVE TO GO SLEEPING!
THE NEXT BARISTA DAY AWAITS! :)
See ya!

Let the world know I am here.

26. june 2017 at 23:51 | Me.

Hi there!

I just wanna let you know that now I am better now. Out of my deepest depression in my life. It took 4 days to escape from the depression and feel something a little more positive. Thanks all of you. You helped a lot too.

My latest post was at midnight on Monday. So on Tuesday I went to see her at the shopping mall when she works and she wasn't there. My immediate thought was I've messed up something again. I am here in wrong day. So I looked for the info on Messenger and I wasn't wrong she was supposed to work there that day. Overall I write to her and she invited me to outdoor pool. Then we went to a café. It was a very nice evening and we''ve talked about so many things, because we have not seen each other for so long time. She was talking about her pregnancy too. She's in third month now. When she told her "condition" to mom. Her mom has kicked her out for a few days. Anyway Jessie (pseudonym for this friend *<_>*) and her boyfriend are looking for an apartment to rent now. That's nice that she has an older bf to take care of her and the baby. Of course she has to leave school for next 2 yrs. However, she is livin' with peas with dat.... -_- I mean she's living in piece with that now.

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